where can i hide so that nobody could found me?

get me outta this world!!!!!!!

yesterday,my mom told me that my Ex Bf did came back on wednsday

its his Birthday,

but he don't dare to came toward me,

i dunno what could i said about this guy?

he break the relation between us by don't contact me for few month

did u ever saw a coward like him?

he don't even dare to face me

& tell me "i wanna break with u,because u don't wanna go SG with me"

simple & easy

what so hard?

sometimes i really don know he is a male or female,

i think he look more like female XP

but luckily we break up

coz i think i can't stand for a guy like him forever.OMG

if i must marry a guy like him,

i rather single forever

that's my dream,but my mom said"Cannot!!!!!!!"hehe

so what is it?

ladies & gentlemen

i m free & single now

but i think i won't accept anyone for this moment

need some times to rest

love spend a lot of energy & times

& also money if for guys

haha,the moral lesson i learn this time

Bye Bye,CYG!!!!!

Noisy People also have a silent time?

believe?

sometimes i will hide myself,

in my room,

in toilet,

(its a really good place to hide & think bout a lot of thing....................okay,i m a weirdo) (=.=)

stay inside whole day,

sleeping,

dreaming,

singing,

reading,

just need sometimes to stay alone,

dunno why i m very noisy(yea,i know i m very terrible noisy),

but sometimes i need some silent space,

feel like the world is only me...........

no other else,

peace...............

知足

很久以前，听过电台一位艺人说，人如果知足的话就不会有进步。。。。

有点不同意，

不同意是因为，太过于争取，也许会造成别人的困扰，

有时候看开了，人生反而乐得轻松。

前几年，就是太过于执著，有点轻微的自闭和忧郁，

想着去自杀，恨我的父母，恨所有人，

后来时间冲淡了我的恨意，也看开了，

想通了人生，

就算我恨所有人，人生还是得继续下去，

何必把自己搞得那么累呢？

现在，

只希望维持现在的生活，

珍惜所拥有的一切，

知足未必不是一件好事，

After let my coliege handle some work,why i m still BUSYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna

RESTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but not rest forever lar

rest forever=die liao

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RawRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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my brother go NS,just like nothing change,i do his homework but din feel anything

din miss him

din feel tired

din feel bored

din feel stress

din feel happy

din feel relax

but something change,my ears more silent,my mouth less excersize

3 month honey & silent month for me

how i gonna spend it?

another things,

the big monster will come back on 3th of april,3days then go back

come back again on good friday,3 days go back again..........

(-.-"')

just bored

在水一方

绿草苍苍 白雾茫茫

有位佳人 在水一方

绿草萋萋 白雾迷离

有位佳人 靠水而居

我愿逆流而上

依偎在他身旁

无奈前有险滩

道路又远又长

我愿顺流而下

找寻他的方向

却见依悉彷佛

他在水的中央

绿草萋萋 白雾迷离

有位佳人 靠水而居

我愿逆流而上

依偎在他身旁

无奈前有险滩

道路又远又长

我愿顺流而下

找寻他的方向

却见依悉彷佛

他在水的中央

我愿逆流而上

与她轻言细语

无奈前有险滩

道路曲折无疑

我愿顺流而下

找寻他的踪迹

却见仿佛依稀

他在水中伫立

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*这是一首老歌，在终极一家听到的，非常好听，若有时间，不妨找来听听。

p/s汪东城唱的版本很好听

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倔强

当我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样

坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚

我如果对自己妥协如果对自己说谎

即使别人原谅我也不能原谅

最美的愿望一定最疯狂

我就是我自己的神在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张我的固执很善良

我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光

你不在乎我的过往看到了我的翅膀

你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向更适合飞翔

我不怕千万人阻挡只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强

就这一次让我大声唱

lalalala... 就算失望不能绝望...

lalalalala... 就这一次我和我的倔强

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这是五月天的歌，几年前的旧歌，虽然他们出的专辑，都很棒，但是不知道为什么，这首歌却从来不曾从我脑海里消失过。

Gua tempurung
yea.....i go to gua tempurung on saturday
what i can said only ......................tired,damn tired..........

but its interest & i really found that balasan will came very fast de,if u done some bad thing XD.why i said so,because............in the way we are in the gua,KJ scare me using touch light,then i scream,after 3 second,KJ also scream,coz JJ step on his feet,then again KJ scare me using the same way again,mana tahu,this time MY strp on his feet XD,tu lah balasan.........this stories moral value is don't do bad thing,because the balasan came very fast de.......Muahahahaha.............

CY & amy is very fuuny,they bring a lot of food eat from the beginning until we go back,then KL want some of it,but CY want KL to said something to her first,& the word is........................."please,thank you,I love u"then i sit beside CY & i straight away,laugh like hell,this CY,dunno what can i said about her........ XD

after come back,damn tired leh,my leg & arm very pain,use too much energy & strength.....

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i go & visit my brother in semenyih camp,

when we go in there is 400+ ppl there so that's mean there is 200+botak there

we can't found YJ there,

coz all the guy look same

NS uiform + botak head,

then the instructor saw us,

he said:"nak tengok muka ker?"

then around 50+ botak turn their head to let us see

LOL,funny

then i found YJ,he curi2 watch us,but don't wanna let us know

he become a botak YJ d

"Buahahahahahhaa........"

is the first word when i see him,he is soooooo cute now.......

i bring camera along & he said

"don't take photo lar"

mom:"must take,its a memory mar!!"

LOL

then i force him to take picture with me

<-----------cute leh?

map to semenyih camp

walao,the shoe also got PLKN's logo!!!!!then when they wear the shoe they step on PLKN lor?

my Bro & my dad look alike now,teehee.......

(i force him to take this picture)

he said he have to cut his hair 4 time in 3 month,

LOL

Mengapa Utara Tak Ditawan Portugis (Fakta sejarah)

Tolong sebarkan perkara ini (Sejarah Penjajahan Tanah Melayu) kepada kawan kawan kita supaya kita semua dapat kesedaran di sebalik sejarah yang sengaja tak didedah disebabkan agenda tertentu.. Semoga dari pendedahan ini kita mengambil iktibar betapa Ketuanan Melayu disanggah selama ini.....

1508: Alfonso de al buqurque menyampaikan hasratnya kepada Raja portugis untuk meluaskan pegaruhnya ke Asia Tenggara ( Melaka pusat perdagangan asia tenggara ketika itu) dan juga laluan penting perdagangan timur barat.. Raja Portugis bersetuju untuk menyediakan kemudahan bala tentera 158 buah kapal, 15300 ( anggaran) bala tentera

1509: Portugis menghantar perisik ke Melaka untuk mengetahui keadaan kekuatan pertahanan disanaOct 1511: Alfonso berjaya menawan Melaka setelah berhempas pulas melawan 5 pahlawan melayu terhandal (Hang Tuah, Hang Lekir, Hang Lekiu,Hang Jebat dan Hang Kasturi) ini adalah mimpi ngeri bagi pihak Alfonso, untuk menawan Melaka serta berlawan dengan 5 Hang bersaudara, mereka perlu mendapat askar tambahan setelah 15,000 askarnya terkorban dalam pertempuran selama 6 hari itu dengan 5 Hang bersudara..

akhirnya dapat juga menawan Melaka setelah hampir kecewa dan putus asa...1512: Setahun 2 bulan kemudian Alfonso ingin meluaskan kekuasaannya ke Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang, yang ketika itu adalah pusat pengeluaran tebu untuk gula rantau ini...

Feb 1512: Alfonso menghantar perisik ke Perlis, Kedah dan Pulau Pinang untuk mengetahui kekuatan bala tentera di sana mengikut sejarah, perisiknya telah ke kedai kopi sekitar untuk mendapat segala maklumat yang diperlukan.. .Seminggu selepas

Feb 1512: Perisik balik ke Melaka untuk memberitakan hasil risikan kepada Alfonso. Di bawah adalah perbualan percakapan antara perisik dengan Alfonso yang selama ini cuba disembunyikan dalam buku sejarah…

Perisik 1.2.3: selamat pagi tuan (sambil bertabik) Alfonso: selamat pagi Perisik 1: Begini lah tuan, lupakan saja niat tuan untuk menawan Perlis, Kedah dan Pulau Pinang Alfonso: Kenapa kuat sangat kah mereka itu..? ( dengan nada marah dan bongkak)

Perisik 2: Untuk menawan melaka yang mempunyai 5 pahlawan terhandal Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Kasturi, Hang Lekir dan Hang Lekiu pun kita kehilangan hampir 15,000 bala tentera, inikan pula kita nak menawan Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang yang mempunyai beribu ribu hang..

Perisik 3: Betoi tu tuan...antaranya hang sihat, hang buat apa, hang apa habaq, hang lagu mana, hang pi mana, hang nak pi mana, hang kat mana, hang singgah dulu, bapak hang, mak hang, adik hang, tok hang dan macam macam lagi hang ada kat sana.....Mendengar hasil risikan itu Alfonso pun tak jadi nak pi serang disebabkan pengalamannya sebelum ini bersama 5 pahlawan melayu Melaka amat ngeri....... ini kan pula nak berhadapan beribu ribu hang kat situ…


my coliege send it to me,quite funny,hahahahaa............

my teeth............................PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

my teeth still growing................

just start to seem abit of new teeth only.........

then my mom told me,i still have to pain many times until it grow all.......

T.T

damn it!!!!!!!

Gua tempurung

i will go gua tempurung for 3th times,this saturday.......

quite excited..........

hehehee...........

coz this time we challange the hardest ways........

3 hour inside the gua.........

i think i will have a great,wonderful,best,good,super hyper duper ................adventure

emm.........sorry i m too excited..............

nothing with super hyper or duper,hehehehee..............

gua tempurung,let me have a great memories,don dissapoint me,ok?

ok,gua tempurung won't answer me

another blog

i really think i need to create another chinese blog..........gia hong again

but i m too lazy to bloging using chinese...........-.-

but when i saw other blog using chinese,i wanna follow pulak..............-.-

but i have no time to bloging in 2 blog pulak..........-.-

i m confuse.......

bluring..........

moody.........

dunno how i will think this kind of thingy...............

bored...............

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tagged!!!!!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1)i love peanut but always forget what affect will cause after eat
2)i have octopus phobia
3)i scare to step on a longkang that have a steel or wood on it
4)love cincau
5)love to drink coffee when eating fruit
6)like bite ice cube
7)i will show my feet when i m sleep
8)like anime so much
9)prefer single life
10)always gaduh with my brother
11)i wanna buy a lappie if can
12)i always carry up the mineral water 10 liter to upstair(office)(i m scary,hehehehe.......)
13)good in drawing comic,but base on my mood
14)like to sleep late,but always sleep early
15)always tertidur when SMS
16)i cry for 3 day when my dog pass away
17)i don't like to care other's matter
18)i will get my car license soon
19)i hope i could sing well
20)wanna learn bout music
21)i have less close friend coz i feel weird when someone too close to me
22)me & my dad close like friend
23)i sacrifice my love before
24)i wanna travel around the world when i still able to move around
25)i will sit @ seaside for whole day if i feel stressful

i wanna tag these blogger since i like their blog so much:-
1)ryuzaki
2)KY(ron)
3)Elric
4)raven
5)chloe
6)Gabriel

No Peanut!!!!!!!!!

No more peanut,i dun wanna eat peanut anymore,no matter how it goda ,gurat me i won't love him anymore!!!!!
see what he done to my face!!!!!!!!!!!
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i grow a lot of Pimpus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(T.T)

SPM result

haha......
when see the title,yall will thought i m taking SPM result.............
hehehehe..........
i m not that young................
i m talking about my brother's result,he got....................1B4,a lot of C,D,E & a G9
that G9 is not history!!!!is Economi Asas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!an easy subject!!!!!!!he fail!!!!!!!!!!
but dunno why he pass his sejarah,but i think is gam2 pass only
i read our school magazine,found that a lot of our church friend is very active in kokurikulum!!!
if me i m too lazy to join all this activities-.-

tomorrow i will go to port dickson,so maybe won't go to e-youth,but sunday will go for sure,maybe already become orang merah(sun burn!!!)hehehehehe...............
feel lazy to go beach,but my parent wanna go coz they wanna fishing(i dun like fishing,like swimming only XP)
won't take any picture,scare my camera will become salty camera,so that's all,tah tah

LOVE

just finish Chatting with my friend,firstly we talk bout result,then suddenly she told me bout her parent,she think the love their parent gaveso study hard because that will make she felt like her mother's daughter,i really donno what i can told her,when i first meet her,i know she is clever,friendly,cute & pretty,sometimes i hope i was her,coz she look perfect,then i know i won't become a girl as nice as her,so i give up & be myself,suddenly she told me bout her family,i really hope i could give her some of the love that i have,really..........

her situation just like my brother,my brother is smarter than me,really.......although i always said he is stupid,he know what should do when facing some accident or urgent thingy,when i m bluring............
my parent always scold him,always blame him,he told me that my parent love me more than him,but i told him,actually my parent love him more than me,coz they know i m always bluring.......so they must paid more attention to me,or not i always hit the door,broke the plate etc,they always told me my brother is smarter than me,so if next time he wanna have his company himself,i must help him,coz he is my brother.........
their love is do what they can for his future,not only now..............
so for my friend,i don't know whether her parent also same as mine,but i still think parent would do anything for their child

let YAM go

i think i should leave Yahoo Answer Malaysia for a while.............
i only feel stress when i visit there,they bring me a lot of fun before,i really love them,why it become like this,i post out my last Question & will leave yam for temporary,i need some space to let me breath............
feel sad,gonna cry,i love it very much............
i will be back when i m ok,wait for me,ok?

Guys,this is the my last Q in travel,malaysia section?

problem in yam nowdays1)datukong question-should belong to religion section,not in malaysia(if we feel bored about his question,he would said we didn't respect him)2)don't even respect Mr bird(call him mat salleh),female yammer(pelacur etc),foreign yammer(tell them to go back to their country)religion(always compare muslim & christian)i m a christian too,but god told us to respect,not to compare,i really wonder he really understand what god want us to do?he is shame of christian!!!!!!!!u need our respect????do u respect us?????ur supporter respect us???how dare u said we don't respect u when u don't even respect us???yam not belong to anyone,yam is a place to having fun,but u make yam become yours,so look at it,what it become????a place that blame each other,who did it???think it again,when u first come in to yam,how is it???why u like yam??

Additional Details
the last thing is i still love YAM ,but not a yam like this


we still want you here honey.be strong ok?
by yaya


blush**
by ginduras


marah nampak, you need to drink ENO
by datuk beanie laden

Yup! so totally agree with you..thats what we called CAKAP TAK SERUPA BIKIN....same old big time loser..HA HA HA HA HA.. thumb down?? still a loser... lol!
by faboulicious

Don't be sad... we are still here for you. Don't go please... You leave your friends because you don't like one person in YAM. Why?? Stay la... don't be angry.
by me(not me)

Hello my dears...Hmmmmm... I dun really understand what is going on... but I shall pray everyone doing fine...*Peace*
by hepi_diva

wow ! who are u talking about ....glad to know that you are a Christian and behaving like one too...God Bless You !
by white_dove


Copy from Yahoo answer malaysia
publish on 1.24pm

What mean's apologize?

i think if someone apologize,that means he/she would change for his/her fault,but what i saw is someone apologize,but the thing still remain the same,then someone said that others didn't accept his apologize.examplesomeone accidently hit you,then he said sorry,but he hit u again & again,then u blame him,now he said u didn't accept his apologize,so dear yammer,what is your comment about this???so what's the meaning of his apologize???

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post out only i found that the title of my Q is a bit weird,XP

have u been drinking??
by me m

Apologies mean nothing if the person apologizing is not sincere. If they say they are sorry and keep doing it then why accept there apology.
by saturn

lol @ Me m ...dont sit and crack your head on this ..if the person was sincere to apologize but still hantam u then maybe he's in love with u ! haah
by white_dove

But wait...You tell me that you're sorry,Didn't think I'd turn around...And say...[Chorus]That it's too late to apologize.It's too late...I said it's too late to apologize.It's too late.Yeah!
by mr bird

if he slap u again i cubit his buntut
Source(s):
crab bless you
by Mr Crab

i also want to gigit his buntut lah then !
by bummer

Previously, I believed that once a person asks for an apology, they will never do the same mistake for a second time… But now in YAM, I have no idea… Like Saturn said, “Apologies mean nothing if the person apologizing is not sincere. If they say they are sorry and keep doing it then why accept their apology”. Jgn marah answerer mabuk kat atas tu yg namanya 'Me m'… Dia budak cacat… Kesian dia…
by cheekedee

The meaning of apologize is to make regretful acknowledgment of a fault or offense. It does not mean the person is determined to change.
by jean

SORRY is a spontaneous word for him.next time, just slap him!lol
by yaya

i think i know who u mean.. chill lah...
By:tan sri gabriel

i know what u mean don't accept don't accept lah i don;t need ur approval
by edward L

u should accept his apology and love him , he never insult any ppl and condemn ppl he is just asking what he likes only like hobby and interest of a person
by kuan e

busy...........

i have a busy weekend,sing @ the stage,take care of children,think the game to let them play,then discuss some topic with them,emm.............,if 10 point if the full mark,then i will give myself 5 point,need to work hard to get good result.......


i eat a lot in weekend,non stop eating,my weight is gaining!!!!!!!!!(T.T)


i check my bro's khidmat negara's pick up time,the first time he should go to sarawak but now he change to 2nd batch,so he go to semenyih only,so near lar,i also wanna go,(T.T)if i wanna go i hope i can go 2 sarawak,best!!!!!!!!!!this is my brother's camp detail.

malay.......

i have a talk with my friend yesterday by phone,she don't like malay,coz her coliege(malay) bring her a lot of trouble,visit few blogs,saw some blog talk about other race,using some rude word,but i think sometimes chinese also have the same problem,talking rude(what i saw in Yahoo answer malaysia)doing some stupid nonsense...........
so what's the different between race???
a friend even call malay animal,then i m a bit angry bout it,maybe u don't like malay but please don't talking rude bout my different race friend,every race is same,if there is 100 people with same race,1 or 2 of it must have some problem,then why 1 of them doing wrong,then the whole race been blame?what's ur feeling if your own race been blame???

worship practice

tonight i will went for church worship practice for saturday & sunday,
i think it gonna sing 10+ song coz its practice for 2 days,i scare i will sing till no sound lar,nervous....ing

few weeks ago,jin x 2 jie said i have the sound only,not technique in singing,i know de,i m learning hard from bing wu kor , jin x 2 jie & aunty vera,i also hope i could sing loud & good like yall(usually my mic have 2 open untill the loudest only can hear my voice :( )
i also hope i m have talent like yall,so i m learning hard now,just gimme some times,ok?

today,feel something bad coming................
stress.............
feel even wanna write this post also too hard for me.................
My BM level down,i cant speak BM properly,must mix some BI..........
a lot of thing change when i don't realize............
what i gonna do just keep what i have & protect them.......
sometimes i feel like i will die early than other,weird feeling huh,so i just enjoy everyday i have,so that won't have any regret when the day's coming...........

frienzzz.........

someday,someone ask me"why u didn't put ur friend list in your blog"
i said"everybody is my friend,why need to make a list,whoever came to my blog is my friend"
a friend- i don't need to know ur name,ur gender,ur family status ,when u find me i m always here,when u need me i m always here........

fewdays ago,a friend remind me a friend,she leave without saying a word,that time i ask myself, why can't discuss with me?m i really ur friend?y u choose a stupid way to finish urself?i don't understand,really...........

i use few year to cure the sadness..............
u leave without pain,but the living people still suffer because of u........
don't make other people sad again,please............

mind age

this website can test ur mind age,i tried...........

& i m 14 only in my mind(-.-"')i m that young???

http://myidk.com/age.php

bluring...........

i m bluring for few days d....................what human will done when bluring?
this is what i done.
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