31/12/2008,the last day............

this is my last post of 2008,a year pass away that soon,i think i should make a list of what i done & what i get
1)i m 20 year old d(-.="')old liao ,my age start from 2 liao,haiz...............
2)i change my work,i m a admin executive liao,(have more time to do other stuff)
3)break with my Ex-BF(sad)
4)my mom get me a male that she think is suitable for me(i m not so sure he is suitable for me)pending
5)learn a lot from my new job(haha........^.^)

what i wanna get done next year(my target(-.-))
1)go to Bali
2)look younger(my life target,i m also look elder than my age(-.='")
3)watch mummy in egypt

what i wanna done for my life
1)have a house in cameron highland(@.@)
2)bring my parent travel to tibet(i think this is my father's dream)
3)bring my parent travel to china(this is my mom's dream,i think.......(-.-)
4)travel to egypt,watch mummy
5)my mom & my grandpa can forgive each others(i think this is what my mother's hope,already half success.XD)


hope i have a good year in 2009,yeah!!!!!!!!

bye bye!!!!!!!!!!!

6 个月,你还好吗?

爱来过,也去了,我还在,但心早已随爱而逝,对不起,是我对你最后的话。
爱原来不是两个人的事,当我了解到这个事实,我们就注定无法白头到老,我负了你。
希望有一天,我有机会弥补你,还你曾经爱我,疼我的情分。
想知道你,还好吗?还念着我吗?我还想你,但是无论我有多爱,有多想,都不能在一起了。
我不知道,看到这篇文章的人会怎样看我,但是,这就是我的过去。

我们是同事,认识了两个月,正式相恋,你怕外面的人看低你,怕他们讲我。你很少陪我出门,我知道。我就是喜欢你的贴心,很少男生像你一样贴心,你总是提醒常常丢三落四的我,你比我还像女生,你说我跟你就是这样才相配,我也认同。你常问我,几时要嫁你,我说等我玩够了,我就嫁,你说好,你的妻子永远是我,现在我好后悔为什么当时因为害羞而没有常对你说我爱你
后来你希望常听到从我口中说出的爱,常问我:“你爱我吗?”当时我说不是女生问的吗?这句话?你说我们的性别有点错乱所以没关系。
后来我妈发现了我们的关系,我以为我妈能接受,第二天,她哭着要我跟你分手,她说我跟你在一起是她的报应,她曾经分开我阿姨和她男友的报应,我哭了3天,眼睛的痛,不及心痛。我打了电话给你,你问我要分吗?我没回答只是一直哭,你说我们继续吧。你和我当时还以为总有一天我父母能接受你。

但是纸还是包不了火,我妈又知道了,我爸说你只能选一个,父母或是你,我爸威胁我,他说若我跟你走,我一辈子都别想在看到他,因为女儿走了,他生无可恋了,当时我的心很痛,我选择了他们,我打电话给你,我只说我们分手吧,原谅我当时放开了你,原谅我辜负了你的期待,对不起。当时我妈抱着我,我知道我一辈子都没有办法跟你在一起了,我哭的歇斯底里,没有了生命力,我换了电话号码,换了工作,我过了行尸走肉的一个月,我觉得生命将要终结,躺在床上,我求神终结我的生命,当时我哭了,最后一次为我们的感情而哭。过后,我传了简讯给你,“sorry”,我告诉我自己,为你,我活下去,我要看见这个世界,当我在遇见你的时候,我会告诉你,我过得很好,没有你的日子,我还很好,希望你找到更适合你的女生,不要像我一样,我希望你会遇到一个愿意为你牺牲的人,我不适合那么好的你。希望你很好,希望你遇见更好的她。

Nasional services

3 days holidays been destroy by NS fellar,my brother heading to Sarawak ,Miri Kem,but he didn't get any letter from NS,when he called those Pegawai(they called themself Pegawai)said :"awak kena berkumpul pukul 5 PETANG,28 Dec 2008,di Stadium Shah Alam"then my Bro called the second time the PEGAWAI still Said"Pukul 5 Petang"then when 28 of Dec 2008,5pm,we arrived stadium Shah Alam,but nobody is there,we asking the guard bout NS,the security Guard said,they already gone at 8am,then i straight away mad the NS dept in my mind"kanasai de,~!@#$%^&*"



What i do next

1)call sarawak kem miri,28/12/08

-commander take the phone,we explain the situation to him,he told us go to the nearest kem which is kem banting,to lapor diri dulu,then they will arrange him to heading to sarawak or go for next siri(thanks a lot!!!)



2)heading to kem banting.29/12/08

-we found the commander,then we explain the situation to him,he told us to heading to HQ to get the dicision from them straight away,he said its easier,(he give us the Add & dept to us,he sign & chop that prove we jumpa him,Thanks a lot!!!)



3)we called the complain phone no

but they can't help ,don't know what are they doing in this PLKN?



4)heading to PLKN HQ,today

i din go coz need to working ,hope everything is fine,don't get any trouble

my past life?




You Were a Mouse



You quietly examine life's lessons and see multiple meanings in things.

You are also good at discovering details and remaining in the background.

weird lar,why all the human's past life must be animal?

today i wanna betray my Brother ,Mwahhahahhaa............
saw that!!!!
very cute hor!!!!
he is a little cutie when he is a child.
but after 14 years,he become a gorilla!!!!man!!!!
damn tall!!!!
& super proud with his height........
but 1 thing he din change,is .............
he still like to act like woman when someone ask him:"r u a man!!!!!!"
he will answer :"nolah*blush*i m not"
then i will(-.="')
i always tell my mom,u born 2 daughter,then my mom said:"yalor,i think so"

我家有个小魔王???

do you know what a baby can do?this clip provide by my Brother 17 years old,the background is his room,the name of the baby is Wong Sue Ying,1 1/2 years old.

*remark:the baby is a girl not boy.

video

stay high...................

hahahaha...............

i m back!!!!!

din update the blog for 4 day(-.-"')
Quite miss this baby blog........
i went to a church youth camp(when i tell my boss,i wanna take leave bcoz of youth camp,she ask me "u still youth meh?"the my face become(-.-"'),dunno what to say,hehehehe...........) 3days 2 night,its very interesting & fun,i really enjoy it very much,the games thanks for all the game planner,kang lim ,aeron,(very garang de)kai jin,yen tung & the rest

the last night,we have a talent show,i really enjoy it,i really wanna apologize to my group member,coz that night i sing until veli veli high,so when talent show i sing very hard to make my sound better & perfect,sakit kerongkong man!!!!!!my sound seem very weird!!!!(T.T)
feel so sad bout that,some thing i need to pologize to ying zi,i said i would sing slowly,but manatahu,i only focus on my sound,totally forget bout tha speed of my song,sorry!!!!forgive me!!!!!

But i still can't forget the keat hin's tau fu fa(-.-"')everytime i saw him,got a sound on my brain"tau fu fa................."OMG!!!!!!keat hin is too terer,he can make my mind can't stop with tau fu fa.......
i really enjoy the camp,eventhought got a garang guy call me kam yu po>:(
coz he said i m kacauing the youngest guy,but there is only 2 guy elder than me what!!!
my group leader & bing wu,it is weird if i kacauing them mah,tak paham lar(-.-)

hope i can join this kind of camp again!!!

old love..................

yesterday my friend told me that she feel hurt when she in love with someone,it just remind me something,feel wanna cry when i told her a little of my past,my love.......
how long will i take to recover?what can i do to forget bout him?how many time i will cry again because of him?

i promise my mom & dad,not to contact him,not to meet him anymore,but my heart still miss him

last week my brother accidenly talk about him,i m crying ..........the whole night........,my mom ask me "u still miss him?u still can't forget him?"i silent i don't know what i should tell her,i already push myself very hard to forget him,but its very hard,they try to push me to another guy,he is a very good guy,but i have no any feeling bout him,if 2 years ago maybe i will in love with him,but now i think i can't.............

then i ask him"can u wait me?i don't know how long it will take"he said ok,
very thanks him.

my coliege b'day.......


this is my coliege,the chinese lady in the front is the admin manager(boss wife)she is a super hyper duper good boss,i haven't meet a good boss like her before,

this is secret recipe's cake lor,we having lunch @ secret recipes,then we buy 1 cake back to offices,Very very very delicious de!!!XD

2 1/2day holiday........

staying at home is very bored,i m finish reading 6 novel & 5 comic in a day,too bored,man!!!!nothing to do,already long time din yam cha with my secondary school friend,really miss them,everybody is busy working & studying,when we have a chance to yam cha again leh?maybe newyear?1 year only yam cha 1 time with them,haiz.......kesian lar i,feel so sleepy ler,if i sleep when working,my boss will kill me,her her her.........
i haven buy my new year cloth!!!!!OMG when i gonna buy ler?so lazy to go out & shopping ler,i enjoy staying @ home & play with the hyperactive baby,ying,she is too cute!!!!

finally.......

yeah!!!!!yeah!!!!!horray!!!!!!!!!!!

i got a google blog d!!!!!!woo~~~hoo~~~~!!!!!!!!!!



okok,calm down clam down..............*fuh~~~~~~*



finally i have a google blog if u got this blog add ,gong xi fa cai to you,that means u r quite important to me,

but i m not always update de,coz i got another blog...............*piak*



don't throw egg!!!!





oklar,oklar,.coz i m lazy.........(-.-"')



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that's all



bye!!!



*Muaks*



a goodbye kiss!!!